Infatuation or love???

The two magical words which amuses me...

Infatuation is the feeling we get in our school days they say. Just like some guy for that particular period and its not love nor lust. But infatuation comes all throughout our life. I think whenever i like some guy its only infatuation and not love.

I don't understand how people realize its love seeing a person and they are their soul mate and will marry only that person. So many of my friends are in a relationship. Also they have not seen so many guys or girls in their life... how could they come to the conclusion she is the one or he is the one for them??? what if they encounter someone better person in future???

If i like some guy it will take time for me to understand why i like that person. Either he is good looking or good flirt or a intellectual person. I don't understand what love is??? I have never felt it... i end up thinking its just an infatuation...Am i missing something in it???

So please tell me, how to identify its love???

Im back :)

All these days practicing peace and calmness , i have become so silent... So at last breaking my silence I'm blogging now :D Still waiting for my doj... I hope it comes soon... After struggling for 7 months i have applied for my passport at last :) Its December , a special month for me... I have to supposed to be happy on this month... I'm really happy these days... Never been happy this much :)

All these days i have been in busy watching TV and chatting online... U people watching ROADIES ?? I'm in crush with twins Raghu and Rajiv... What an attitude they have?? :D Christmas season , happiness in air everywhere... Right from childhood until now i have dreamed of getting a gift from Santa :) Yesterday my bro called and spoke to me that he went to a Christmas party and got a gift from Santa... Lucky bro, I'm jealous on him :P

I have started reading a lot of blogs these days... I have a question to all u people who reading my blog... Is it good be a silent reader or we have to comment in each every blog we read???
I hope i can some pretty good answers from u people...

p.s: I'm gonna add my twitter widget to my blog
Keep smiling :)

Teacher's Day !!!

Many of my friends forgot that today is Teacher's day ... I am writing this post as a tribute to all the teacher's who have been in my life guiding and supporting in all the endeavors... I really have got very good teacher's in my school and college days...

I have always been teachers favourite student in my high school and in my tutions... I have really got inspired my few the teacher's who are the reason for the level I am in my life now... My tution teacher's where always gems... I can't forget them... They had faith in me that I would get more marks in my 12th board exams... I always wanted to be a teacher in my future until I entered my college life :) My college professors are always encouraging me to score high marks and perform well... I can remember that maths and computer science was my favourite subject because of teachers who taught me... I hated history and biology during my 10th std... Thats the reason I am still weak in both ;) I have always got good sanskrit teachers who made me more interested in the language...

All these 16 yrs they have been spoon feeding me, at times made me creative, innovative and a hard worker... I am just left now to face this world without them... No one to guide me and teach me as they have been in these many years...

With a special gift for learning

And with a heart that deeply cares,

You add a lot of love

To everything you share,

And even though

You mean a lot,

You'll never know how much,

For you helped

To change the world

Through every life you touched.

You sparked the creativity

In the students whom you taught,

And helped them strive for goals

That could not be bought,

You are such a special teacher

That no words can truly tell

However much you're valued

For the work you do so well.

--Author Unknown

p.s : I miss all my teacher's now...

No love No tension :)

This post is the continuation of previous one :)
Everything I said yesterday was so immature. I took one day to realise that its not love. Its just tiny whinny crush and infactutation that I got on a person who was so affectionate and caring about me. Sleeping and eating stuff got okay today. Crying thing is that you usually cry when a nice person who cares a lot about me , so obviously everybody will cry when they miss such a person.So I am pretty happy and confident now. Always when you are so idle each day that u start thinking all bullshit. My previous post was one among them. Thank you for my friends who made me realise that I am not in love.

p.s: Being single always rocks...

Is it love????

I am not getting sleep these days at night.
Also not feeling hungry from past few weeks.
Is it love symptoms???
I fight with my friend and keep calling him again to compromise with him. Miss him so much that I start crying everytime, when I remember him..
Is it love???

p.s : Is it love??? If yes what I have to do???